Finally found out the info on my car. Glad I didn't listen to my dad and decided to go ahead and plan on working tomorrow b/c it looks like he was full of it once again. Turns out the guy didn't really know much about what the plan was and won't be calling me until sometime tomorrow afternoon/evening. Now this means I won't have a car all weekend b/c he's taking it to his shop to work on. Good thing David decided not to come down b/c I wouldn't have been in the best mood.
Ended up getting pissed off at my mom today too. We were discussing the sperm donor ( my dad) and she got really upset with me for referring to him as that. This totally floored me. She's always agreed that he wasn't a father to me.....so why is she defending him now. Guess I should tell you a little about him to help you understand the relationship. Basically he hasn't been around much my whole entire life. I received my first birthday card from him on my 19th birthday. Took him nineteen years to remember my b-day. He also gave up all his rights to me when I was three or four b/c he didn't want to pay child support. I just wasn't worth him wasting his money on. He's tried the last few years to make up for things but he's constantly letting me down so its hard to keep giving him chances. For example, awhile back he called me and told me to be up early the next morning (8am) because he was coming to take me to breakfast. I got excited b/c this was going to be the first time he'd come up to Austin to see me. So the next day I was up by six getting ready to see him. Eight rolled around, then nine, then ten, next thing I knew it was noon and still no Dad and no phone call. He ended up not calling me for five months after that and when he finally did call he just acted like nothing happened................He's done this on at least three other occassions.
I know that when I'm older I'm going to regret not trying to have a relationship w/ my father which is why I keep holding on but its really getting to be too difficult. I'm just tired of him and tired of the whole situation.
Time for bed......good night!