A lot went on today. First David finally talk to me (well I guess we wouldn't call it talking) then more drama at work w/ HF. I was going to spend this whole time telling you what went on with both situations but I realized that would just make my night even more stressful. Instead....I'm going to just start letting things go and chilling out. My work situation can be resolved and hopefully will be when Kimberly returns and as far as the David thing.....I emailed him and told him exactly how I felt about everything and I can't do anything more. So.....I just need to let everything go.

On to something funny.........I met this guy from BP and he's very interesting. I say that b/c he's NEVER talked to a "white girl" (this would be the term he used) before. It was pretty funny listening to him trip out about the way I spoke. He expected me to be one of those girls who tries to act & talk as if she's black. Sounds funny saying that b/c in my eyes for the most part you can't sound like you're a certain race but I know what he meant. He said it was funny b/c I didn't care about the fact that I was white. Well.....of course I don't care about the fact that I'm white. I don't hate my race. I hate things my race has done in the past and things they still do can frustrate me but hey.....that's everyone. Every person I'm sure has been ashamed of their race at one point. And just because I do happen to prefer Black men when dating does not mean that I'm trying to be something I'm not. I'm WHITE and I know that. Actually I'm Mexican & White. So.......this whole new friendship will be interesting and fun. He seems pretty cool and it will be nice to see how myself & someone from another race,with completely different views, can learn to relate. He keeps telling me not to let his experiences discourage me and I'm not going to. I'm really going to keep an open mind and try and be understanding when he makes some of the comments he does. We'll see how this goes.

Well I need to be up early tomorrow. I have a lot to do before I leave for work and I need to make sure I'm there early so I can get off early. My friend Jay is coming to town and we're suppose to go to the Pflugerville vs. Westlake game. It's the first playoff game for P-ville. Hopefully we'll win. I have my fingers crossed.