Not so good at this

Okay so I'm not so good at this whole "single" thing. I thought it was what I wanted and I'd love having the freedom but the truth is......I can't stand it. I want to be with one person and one person only. I'm just not into dating multiple guys. With that said....I have no clue what I'm going to do about my situation with Pree. I really enjoy spending time with him but I just don't see this going anywhere. I told him how I felt and how I want to be more than whatever it is we are and he said okay but has yet to act on it. I'm trying to just give it more time but I can't wait around forever. I don't know....maybe I'm just asking for too much from him right now. I know he has a lot going on....work and his son.....so maybe I really should just wait and see how things go. Hopefully he'll start making more time for me too. Yeah, that's what I'll do. My friends think that I just need to let it go but there is just a major attraction there that will not go away. And when I'm around him he makes me sooooo happy. Right now, being happy is all that matters. So......I'll keep trying.